since i've stopped working .

i tend to have more time to think . think , think and think .

been thinking alot lately .

i realised i've neglected so many things . left out behind .

i'm no longer close with my mom . aint that sad ?

just because i started working long hours . i rarely see her . not like those schooling days .

but ever since i stopped working , been staying at home all the time .

i realised we've nothing much to talk bout . its like empty in the inside .

but im coping with it , trying to fix everything back before off to college .

college another thing . i'm tensed ? no longer feeling excited ..

things seem to be so bizarre . i dont get it .

i've been wondering if i'm a wimp ? dare not step into the reality world yet .

i'm totally not in the mood of shopping . but i have my very own reason .

yeah , getting my phone by this month . all by myself .

i should really update myself with this advanced technology device .

but well , what a birthday i'm going thru this year . dull . !

no no , it wont be dull . my family reigs .

they're gonna be there for me on my birthday & of course boyfi .