i lost a friend , like in a blink .
that night was the worst nightmare .
i can hardly sleep been thinking and flipping thru our memories together .
his laughter and jokes still linger in my mind .
& his last advice i would bear in myself till the end .
i still remember , the last meal i bought for him was last year .
we were all counting down the days till SPM .
all of us enjoyed eating KFC nasi lemak together .
talking bout nasi lemak ..
Last Monday on the day 22nd Feb 2010 was the last time i saw him .
he taught me on how to wrap nasi lemak in our school canteen .
as usual , im one clumsy girl . so you know lahh ...
i appreciate our chat together so badly .
until today , i cant stop thinking bout him still .
he's a happy go lucky fella , never once see him feeling sad in school .
as i remember we were all working hard to fight thru SPM .
everyone's studying so badly , or playfully . =)
but we never missed the time of having fun together in class .
i'll be seeing them playing football in the class that they broke the windows too .
mann , i miss school's life . and its painful to know that he's gone .
all i need to do is learn to let it go and nothing will bring him back anymore .
on the 25th Feb night , was the most challenging night ever .
i was about to sleep when phone rang . it was his news .
i shivered so badly when receiving the news .
couldnt bear it that i cried so badly . with all the negative thoughts .
kept weeping through the cold night .
managed to see him for the last time . and im satisfied .
i guess he left his memories for everyone of us .
and with that , we'll bear every memories in our minds & hearts until the end .

R.I.P. Zulhanizam , classmates of 3Cekal , 4 & 5Elit .

25th February 2010