3.40am

it's 00:00 in the morning. the 3rd time we've received call frm hospital. grdma is not in a stable condition. once again she need to breathe thru a tube. T.T after her condition were stable its alrd 3.40am, dad brought us makan super late nite supper. grrh! i was so sleepy kay. ii need my bed!!!

4am road. nobody?

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today 19th November 2008 at 4am was the last breathe held by grdma. *sobs* it was the 4th time when nurse called us. the 4th time! this time i did not went to see her i feel so bad now. but im gonna cherish every moment wif you, grdma ! shes our guardian angel now & now im blogging in Aurora Court Apartment. rent an apartment nearby her cemetry. we put her in a parlour. At Bukit Gantung, United Hokkien Cemetries Parlour. she will be cremate on friday. she told my aunt tht she never want to be cremated but its her dotter's decision, we as the grandchildren cant say a word tho. may GOD be wif her pls.im glad tht she'd let go her pain. im really glad!