you're my ecstasy

after wad had happened, ii knw tht you're just like an ecstasy pill. once got addicted, im gonna stick to it till ii die. so ure just like it. wifout ecstasy fer a day, im gonna struggle n feel discomfort ! even theres no msg or calls coming in from u, i'll feel uneasy ! blehhs. so, conclusion ; ii nid euu badly <3>

ii knw ive been real-REAl crappy here. but seriously im finding something to write in here. but end up, ii wrote this. blehhs ~



p/s : weRone . lovin' you till the max


my.Love

torturing yet happy week !

lets talk bout the torturing week 1st. well had this probs follwoing mii rounds. bwahss! was so stucked up between 'em. and obviously, im not gonna betray my current bf. i mean my current bf hes good yet he treats mii like a princess. how could ii ever hurt his feelings ? at the other side, i dunwanna hurt the other's guy feelings tho. aint gonna straight forward reject him. how shud ii tell him ? fuhh! full of questions in my head. blehhs ~ tiring kies. cut the crap out here !!

now lets go fer the happy momentss. well today in sch guess i larf more than ii study ? hahs. its Add Maths Period but all the teachers had meeting. hahs. happy niia. get to loiter around the sch. wee~ actually i seldom loiter. imma good lil girl. daddy's lil gurl wurt. hehs ! stay in da class wif my classmates. n hah! we joke alot. we sounded like animals. monkey's business tho XD and ii sounded like puppy. cute cute !! had loads of laughter. hahs. larf till throat dry arr.


p/s : sorry no pichas fer this post !


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haircut again !

today went out to queens as sofia asked mii to. n guess wad. she said 11am meet her up in Starbucks. but but.. she arrived at 1pm !! wad da.. waited her till rotten. cut the crap ler. ish! n the thing is tht im actually gonna walk wif tht bitch ! tht medan gurl. eww-EWW. hell NO~ went to shop awhile. bought myself Loreal shampoo and stuffs from Body Shop. wee~

met 'em up. n bwahss. im not watching movie wif 'em as im going to ttn at 4pm. im a good girl kies. not skipping ttns. hehess. met 'em up in the cinema. n yeah sofia asked mii to watched Made Of Honour wif her. but i dunwanna miss any add maths class. T_T so ii gotta sacrifice my fun time ? ish ish..

got plenty of time. n ahaha ! went to HairIcon. cut my hair again. swt err. dunno cut how many times this year. maybe 4 tyms ler. alwez change hairstyles. hehs. blehhs. lovess xD well its shorter now. no longer touching my shoulder length. but im still hating my fringe grrr ~ pin it up, gurl !

p/s : i love add maths class today. wee!

my.Love

regretss adopting a foster sis from Medan

my sch had been asking students to adopt foster sisters or brothers tht are 13-14 yrs old. they are all from Medan, Indonesia. well, ii tot it would be great to have a foster sister from Medan but end up it turns badd. ugh! ii freaking hate her now and forever. *relieves* she is friggin troublesome. ouh! her name is Helena Sirait and shes a christian. blehhs. a Muslim-Christian~ and shes 14 from Sekolah Satu Medan. well the 1st day she arrived ive brought her bak home. n yeah she was very-VERY good tht moment. when it comes to like few days ltr, she turns to be "wild". the thing is that everytym ii talk to her its like im talking to a brick? fuhh ! thats the thing tht ii got frustrated bout. but but... not only tht alot more kies !! besides tht she oso buat perangai eh. simply wan go sofia's hse overnite. fuhh! eh hello, im ur sister kies NOT sofia. and ure sleeping in my hse not her house. ugh! ii hate looking at her. so mii n my mum decided to meet her up today. n yeah we did ! hahs. happy niia. mum scolded her as shes expecting us to follow her wadeva she wants ! hell NO. and she even asked mii to buy her the pencilbox and wallet from memory lane. Lulu Belle stuffs ! lmao lerr. ignore tht. and she actually uses sofia's name so tht ii could allowed her to overnite at sof's hse ?!!? wad da fcuk ler. how could she do tht. n hello gurl, ure staying in Msia, so ure a foreigner. pls pls do respect other ppl. and ure part of our family kies. but since my mum just threw u out from hse. so fer now ure not my sister anymore! pfft! im happy. cheers** lalass. im happy wifout her ! wee~ but but..im going out wif sofia tomorow. n yeah i'll be meeting her again. ish ish! as if im gonna talk to her. buu~



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outing to queens ; cam's sweet 16teen bday party

today after sch, got home. n had my bath. getting ready to queens ! the outing fer the dayy. lols. planned to reached there at 1.30pm but but ended up reached there very-VERY late larr. around 2.45pm. and immediately bought the cake fer cam. hahs. a bday surprise fer her by her friends. actually we started planning in sch today. was so freaking busy wif it. lols.

bought an american chocolate cake fer her. later on went to KFC. waiting fer everyone to arrived. and and. ii got real-REAl stucked there. dunno how many pieces of chicken to ordered. lols. blur niia. fuhh ! got real frustrated. went up to 3rd floor to find ejean. n yeah ii found her n the others. n ii met Ayman there. hahs ! well its tym to collect the $$. everyone gotta pay fer the food no one sponsored tho.

ii took a picha wif ejean. n yeah ii look friggin-FRIGGIN fair. pale-look ~


got no pressie fer cam so ii decided to bought her da cake. hehs. hope she likes it ? xD later on, everyone went down to KFC n waited fer da bday gurl. its her sweet 16teen bday ! ~ and the food had arrived and so goes the drinks. and this waitress in KFC actually spilled a cup of Pepsi on Lydia and farahin's outfits. wad da fcuk weii. not even a single word "sorry" from her. n yet she did not come n mop fer us. wad kind of service to the customer hah ? swt err.

this is mii coming down from the escalator b4 ii received a call from jismie saying tht cam had arrived. lols !

this is random shot of mii and sofia. hehs. a blur picha actually. dun really like it. but thts the only picha ii got wif her. so i just post it. n u'll do the talking towards the picha. xD

cam had arrived. and everyone started eating ler. hungry niia. hehs. got loads of chicken n drinks. but ii ate only a piece of chicken. blehhs. diet lorr. lols. everyone had loads of fun n all the gurls were busy taking pichas wif their friends.

ii got a picha too wif yok2. shes my close friend. <3

after eating the chicken, my fingers were superduperggh oily. went to the sink to washed it off. n ii dragged both of these handsome guys to take a picha wif mii. to the right : Zhafri and Roy ! act cool lor. tak boleh tahan niia. ~

not forgetting him. hes Ayman. a guy ii know from friendster. hes from Raja Tun Uda. ok wad da im promoting him. hell NO!

after all the eatingss, its tym to served the cake to the bday gurl ! and its a surprise again. she dint knew bout it. hahs. we lighted up the candles at the corner n we called some gurls to back her up so she wont noticed. xD sorry camille ~ ** n yeah see! shes happy wif all the surprises. xD n shes taking a picha wif mii in here. lols. well shes smilling widely now n this shows tht shes satisfied wif everything. look at the american chocolate !~ nice aite? comment bout it.

another picha wif her. lols its been very long ii nvr talk to her. n today im talking to her n celebrating her bday wif her. cheers ~!

look at this guy below. aint he cool ? hes always been cool in sch. no doubt kies. hehs. friggin cool ler. and im freaking short n hes TALL ~

now its mii and keyra. her name is zakirah but ii call her keyra. used to it actually. xD n she came late. huhuhu too badd she cant enjoy all the chickens. ish !

vain alot kies. n this gurl her name is asmira. as we wanna make her name more glamour i'll spell it as "askmiera" . pretty gurl huh. im in da same class wif her. we larf n joke alot. yet she talk the most tho. !

Roy been talking bout menantu in this picha. n ii dunno y. he kept calling mii to take a picha wif him here. lols. and and dun think blue. ii wasnt touhing tht part. it was just the hand. its a pose ler !

gotta go home soon. so take the very-Very last picha. see nice mer. a group picha. nice one. thankss to Chung Hing ~

after tht, went to Jusco to buy pupps food. ish berat betul. hahs. then waited fer mum outside of the main entrance. was so bored tht ii took a shot of my own shoes ? lols. crazy mii**

reached home. fuuhhh! at last. and and ii vain alone ? hahs. siau dee.

ii enjoyed alot tho. n im glad tht ii get to talk bak wif cam again. n get to hugged her n wish her happy bday fer the 1st tym ? lols. really happy wif it.

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Intel PC Pal 2008

went to Intel. to meet my mentor. tada~ shes here. n ii called her Kak Wan. hahs.

ooh ! we topok alot of pichas. went to see loads of stuffs bout Intel. had loadss of fun there XD

adrian n nifhail just right behind mii. lols.

later on, we went to have our lunch. yum yum! ii superduperrggh hungry ehh. got to eat chickens and fried rice wee! well ate twice as its a buffet style. no doubt tho.

after eating ii vain wif ainie. hahs.

then, we went to play foosball. kewl lovin' it ! <3>

ii was overjoyed ? lols. get to challenged wif Gan n Adrian. yay mii cux mii n nif won alot ! blehhs.

excited kies. cant help turning the thingy there. dunno wad izit call tho. sorry** my badd bahss

after playing. was so tired. but enjoyed alot. see see! got picha wif my lil bro eh. =)

went bak to sch. staybak fer choir. fuhh ! geram niia. look at the sticker to enter Intel. weird niia.

its mii and camy b4 the choir started. hahs. mega bible girl eh xD sorry camy !

look at the smiley. its a toke gift by Intel. cute norr. xD

ii lazy wanna update larr. thts y ii crap alot hahass. n write less ! sorry.

my.Love

lovess him <3

hehs. guess wad happen todayy ? lols. ii posted him his pressie last two dayys which is on Tuesday by poslaju. hahs. enn enn. he got his pressie today ! wee~ he was overjoyed. lols. was friggin happy tht at last the pressie is in his hands now. no doubt then.. blehhs. can sleep well tonite tho. we got the same wallet from Extreme. a white color wallet. fer him <3>




pls let mii love you. my.Love

felt so disappointed =( ; its his bday today !

i dunno wads going this few weeks. things been changing. even friendships ? well, maybe ii shud listen to her first. talk to her. maybe shes lonely ? ii dunno. im confused. fuhh ! im stuck tho. ii dunwanna end this friendship. well its memorable kies. but things been changing so fast. we werent like last tym neemore. very few pichas taken together neemore. no longer 3 of us taking pichas. but i noticed only left 2 of us. haishh !! wad is going lerh. ok ignore tht. today is darl's bday. his 17th bday too badd not going out tho. fuhh ! TL betul lols. forget bout tht. well wad im gonna do is tht only wish him. n im actually gonna post his bday pressie to him on monday ? lols. funny ler. xD



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choir ' 08

its the day when choir comeptition had arrived. well as usual, woke up early in the morn. had my bath. n dressed up nicely on my costume n get ready to sch. and b4 to sch. i vain a " lil " bit. hahs. so this is my costume on the choir competition and and ii got new hairdo !

see ! my new hairdo. but too badd ii dun really like it. arggghh !! xD

reached sch. felt very awkward cux ppl been staring cux im the weirdest as im wearing everything in black. TOTALLY black ! fuhh. a lil bit shyy tho. then met wif other teammates. went to the assembly sqaure. after tht, meet up in the hall. lols was so fussed bout out accesories ! dunno which one to wear ; either scarf or ribbon ! lols. kept arguing tho. but ended up we chose scarfs. cux it looks real nice kies.


these are the gurls. ONLY gurls. no boys allowed ! hah. how was the costume ? u decide then ? ii knw it was a lil blurr but the photographer met wif an accident so thts y he cant take the picha properly. bleukss ~ we practised few times. fuhh ! was so tiring yet sleepy kies. all the gurls were so nervous. lalass. we got some break b4 we started our journey to Dewan Sri Pinang. so we had our lunch and off we joint eh forces wif other gurls to the toilet. and its TOUCHING UP tym ! hahss. its friggin hot in the toilet and we sweat like crazy !! later on we gathered at the Foyers. and we started to vain. swt err.

mii and ainie. ii was actually looking at the mirror. touching up my make ups. but ltr on i dragged ainie wif mii and take a picha wif her. sayangss. xD

this picha was taken by Eyka. lols. was quite happy tht moment. was larfing like crazy. it was the raziest moment. where all the upper forms had their recess tym. everyone started to stared again ! blehss.

lemme tell u bout this gurl. her name is Razima but we call her " Ima ". shes been nervous all the tym. as her sayangss is coming to see her sing. lalass. well she cant wait to meet him up. lols. but when she reached there. she's like freaking scared n shy ? lols. larf till dropped kies.

we reached Dewan Sri Pinang. lols. was so scared when we saw all our competitors. they r so-SO good kies ! got real cold. fuhh ! but teachers kept comforting us. n we practised outside of the hall. blehhs. everything goes wrong ! guess we were very-VERY nervous lerr.. later on we entered the hall. blehhs. other schs keep looking at us. lalass. *bangga betul* hahas !! we waited fer our turn. besides tht, we see other schs perform. not badd ! but get REAL sleepy tho. n now its our turn to performed. at the bakcstage we started to shiverred n feeling so-So cold. huhuhu. scary kies ! n we performed. lols. funny betul. dunno wad to say.

after performing we got bak to our seats n Pn Hanne called us to take our lunch outside of the hall as we r not supposed to eat or even drink in the hall. blehhs !! i didnt had any lunch as i cant ? lols. pity pity. and we got some pichas tho.

after all the eatingss we take some pichas. at the stairs. this is so-NOT yolande eh. lols. she doesnt look like herself eh ! bleukks.

its mii, Jeanetter , Hoay Wen *the pianist* and Asyikin. lols. Jeanette weren't ready eh. lols.

went into the hall again. waiting fer the judges to come bak. lols. and we take pichas again ! swt err.

mii and camy. cute lil girl.but becux of her blog. yolande started to call her bible girl as everytime we clicked her blog some mega bible web will pop out ! hahs.

mii and Pn hanne. best teacher ever. well this tcher. ii speak wif her in Hokkien language. lols. funny lorr. well, shes sporting eh ! xD chubby aite ? she got baby fats nehhs. *shh dun tell her*

ii got a picha wif a gurl standing beside mii at the 1st row. but ii dunnp wads her name. lols stupid mii. *sorry kies*

later on Heng Ee got the first. and we waited fer our bus to fetched us. fuhh ! got up to the bus. and we reached at the highway few hundred metres b4 wanna reached Tesco. n guess wad happen ? the tyre got punctured. wad da. !!? end up we gotta wait the roadside fuhh ! its damn hot kies. waited fer more than half an hour. waiting fer another bus actually. ~ when waiting we were vaining. not only us but all the GURLS even the guys ? hahs.

it was hot. look at us. lgotta really close our eyes a lil when we were going to take pichas. lols. the sunlight burns us !

look at the view of the sea ! its nie and its so breezy tho.

omigawd ! this is really-REALLY hot larr. lols. xD and yolande is smart to hide behind mii. hehs.

its a " school " bus ! as if we dont knw how it looks like. lols. kiddos us ! xD

later on the bus arrived. we jumped fer joy ! cux its a air conditioned bus ! wee~

this was the bus tht dropped us to Dewan Sri Pinang. freaking hot yet windy and it actually destroyed our hiar ! bleukss.

this is the bus tht we've been waiting fer like half an hour. n its nice cux its a air conditioned bus ! wee lalas. happy tho ! well gotta queued to got up into the bus. but ppl been pushing here n there. swt lerr. n luckily ii got up early if not there wont be any seats left fer mii. pity angelyn n melvyn. the siblings ! they dont have any seats to sit on. pity 'em tho. xD

a shot in da bus. yolande was just right beside mii. was so-So cooling in there. no more sweats ! say NO to sweats. lols. hahass.

and we reached Bukit jambul. we asked the busman to dropped mii n yolande there. as we r going ttn at 6. so we crossed the road to BJ. n had our dinner eventho its only 5 in the white house. lols just right infront of nike shop. lalass ! both of us ordered cheese baked rice. n we were superduperggh hungry !! lols.

the cheese baked rice. looks nice. *drooling*

n this is the bill ! hahs. RM27. worth it tho. not like in TBowl. the cheese bake rice cost RM17 but here in the white house its only RM9.50 per bowl. super cheap kies. xD then we went to Watson n have a look at stuffs. saw adidad's perfume fer guys. lols. adore it tho ! and we uses shortcuts to our ttn. b4 going to ttn yolande dropped buy to buy keropok lekors. her favs ! then this stranger talked to us. swt kies. yet scary but luckily there's alot of ppl there. phew ~

we reached our ttn. but we were so-So exhausted. studied physics. hahs ! tht was the day. tiring day but we enjoyed alot . cheers ! more updates to come. ~

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attention ppl !

sorry to those who alrdy linked mii up. sorry to say tht ive changed my url blog.
the new one. http://sweetquote.blogspot.com
do relink bak. thankss !



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sch reopen. xam results. choir.

sch just reopen. blehhs. well its fun to attend sch again. cux get to see my friends and teachers [some of the tchers only] happy niia. well get to tell all of our 'grandmother stories' to each other. hehs. secondly, got my results. was "quite" happy wif it. currently, ii failed 3 subs. swt swt. not tht good larrh. well my add maths dropped like crazy !!? wad da. my ttn tcher been hoping tht i'll get more than 70 n now...? ish ish! gotta face the music soon ~ lalass. was happy wif chem n physics results, at least im improving this time. hahs. lastly, choir ! fuhh! was very tired tho. everyday staybak after sch till 4.30. tiring kies. n today aft the choir practise ii rushed to Giant just to get black shoes. cheap cheap niia. hehs.





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im going fer nebuliser !!?

omigosh! my couhgs hurts mii. and becux of this stupid coughs. ii gotta go to skewl only halfday tmrw ? swt err. mum's sending mii fer nebuliser. eww eww ! ii hate the gases. ish-NESS ! its my fault tho. if my antibody is strong like the others i wont have to go thru this nebuliser.. my badd then. but going bak to sch after the treatement. gotta attend choir practise. i cant just skip it. ive put alot of effort and sacrifice on the choir. i sacrifice my fav food. taking good care of my voice. blehhs ! and i still got this stupid couughs !!!? ugh !



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fun-FUN day !

this picha was taken after choir by Yolande. its mii wif Ima. <3>

ouh well. yesterday went out wif Sha n Yolande to queens. hehs. Yolande's mum dropped mii n here to queens. Thanks auntie fer da ride ! went to Siam Express to meet up dad. as usual, hes friggin busy ; wif his distempered momentss tho. later on, we decided to have our lunch in Pastasia. immediately we "rushed" to there ? lols. went thru the menu. blehhs. was so-So hungry larr.. we ordered 2 main courses and a pizza. hehess. yum yum!

this is penne *something something* i forgot the name. my badd. its very creamy yet cheesy. Thanks to Boven. ouh! this dish was created by Boven himself. very-VERY nice kies. XD.. luckily Sha recommended this dish to us, if not ii guess ii wont know that its that nice ? hahs.

this is Tropicana Pizza wif the toppings of turkey ham, pineapples, olive and mozarella cheese. there was capsicum actually but but but.. ii dun like it ? lols. we ordered 8' pizza. but it was served wif 12' ? hehess. million thanks to Boven again..

this is my favourite main course ! its Linguine Marinara. lovin' it till the end <3>

well well. we got some pichas tho in Pastasia. hahs.

its mii and Sha. shes good in baking. and i so-So lurve her cheesecake. yummy ! very chessy larr.

i bet u knw her ? lolss. shes my close friend, a sister to mii tho and also someone i love to talk to. hehes. shes currently working in Siam Express and shes not available tho. and her num is ********** wad da ? if she knws im promoting her, im DEAD ! *gulp*

later on, Lydia joined us. we were finding fer scarfs and hair clips fer choir. hehess. after our lunch, we walked round queens, went to Momoe but none. the scarfs look so eww ? hahs. then later on went to Shasha's shop. pfft !! the scarf cost us RM90 ? freaking expensive kies. forget bout that shop then. went to Vince & co. found flower clips. wee! *jumps around* we ordered 26 of 'em.

its mii and Lydia, my so-sweet 17 conductress fer choir. hahs.

we took some picha in Vince & co. cute aite ? i so-So lurve the hairband. ii want ! bleukss..

after that Lydia gotta go home. aww say buhbyess dee. then left mii, Yolande and Sha. we walked around again. went to loads of shops. hahs. lazy wanna mentioned her lerr. laztly, we went to Alien shop. weird or nice name ? lols. u decide kies. my leg hurts. was so tired kies. and we vain outside of Alien on the bench. this time we used panaroma shots. cool aite ?

see ! i lurve it. hehess.

we so-SO lurve this picha. lols lurve her smile.

after tht, Sha said she wanna get some mint fer her baking. we went down to Jusco groceries department. so we vain there too. lols. silly us !

im so in lurve wif dog's stuffs. waaaa ! doggy food nehss. lalass. and we vain here too ! hahass.

see ! ii got dimple just like my dad. of course lar. im daddy's lil girl nehss. love dad !

omigawd ! Sha look so innocent wif the dog bone ? aint that the cutest thing ever ? and im freaking looking fair here. hehess.

then then, Yolande suggested we shud take pichas at the vegetables side. as there would be more "colourful" ? lols.

im not interested in vegies stuffs tho. lols. just took a random picha of it. blehhs.

Sha went to the counter and pay. and and ii did something notty and bad ! ii saw condoms on sale at the counter! and here it comes.

tada ! aimed higher at the picha. see the one wif 15% even condoms do have sale. lols.

then we all say buhbyess dee. went to Siam Express to looked fer dad, but too bad he werent there. mum fetched mii home. bye queens !

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