prayers

came back early from school
today is the day where all of the buddhist pray their ancestors and relatives who have died
the gate of hell has opened where all the spirits will come out and enjoy their fav meal
& yes today , i pray mom's dad at home
while dad's parents in Than Hsiang Temple
went there with mom during the afternoon
bought the dishes and rice from Than Hsiang
while waiting for the spirits to finish eating
me & mom were sitting down
looking at 3 little girls with a mom
& i was shocked to hear this

youngest daughter : hello daddy . ! * waves hardly to one man's pic *

the mom : all of you pray your dad now

me : * jaw dropped *

my mom : * pulls me away , as im blocking them from praying *

i dont know why , but i have a feeling . i wanna care for them more . it must be real tough for the mom . to raise up three of them . the elder ones might be in primary school only . the youngest one , bluebells kindergarten * she was wearing her uniform *

eventho , i dont really know them . but we had such short conversation with each other . mom was talking with their mom all the while =) ltr on , the spirits finished eating . so we packed everything & i felt so heavy hearted to even walked out from the room . my intuition telling me to care for them more & i wanna go close to the 3 little angels . * prays hard * they'll be an angel in future . with their dad's blessings .